2002-02-26 - 11:47 p.m.
i wonder how many times im gonna use the f word in this diary entry.
attention... anyone who resides in varina or attends varina high school... fuck you, because i had a diary first. yes, this is my last entry. i started a diary because i thought i was emo, as it turns out, i was just stupid. i needed attention. im not saying that i dont need it now, im just saying that this is a lousy forum for it. online diary... doesnt make much sense to me. if you wanna know what i really think... instant message me and ill be glad to talk to you. i wish i knew who reads this now... most of my fanbase has been deleted because of all of the diary changes. i should be getting a check from diaryland because tons of diaries have started up because of mine. most of which are attempts to impress danny. im leaving everyone to talk about how emo weezer and jimmy eat world are. or how blink 182 is sooo punk rock... fuck you. now that i think about it... nothing good has come out of having this diary. ive lost bestfriends a few times... got my feelings hurt a few times... hurt a few peoples feelings a few times. who is to say that wes and i wouldnt be bestfriends to this day if it wasnt for this diary. im pretty sure i wouldnt have ever went out with jeanne or obsess over lauren m. as much as i did if it wasnt for this diary. im pitiful... you dont think so... go here
or here.
let me get everything out of the way...
im sorry im sucha bad person.
im sorry im sucha bad friend.
im sorry im not pretty enough for you.
im sorry im not smart enough for you.
im sorry i wasnt a very good boyfriend.
im sorry that i dont do everything that you ask.
im sorry that i get sad.
im sorry for everything.
my suffer scar is gone... everything that happened before and after that up until now is over. kidvscookie will be updated if im ever online to talk to neal.
if you excuse me, i will be going to live happily ever after with brandy, my family, and my three closest friends... neal, chris and ryan. sign if you want. goodbye.
